Love keeps fighting

by Craig on July 25, 2012

You guys. I’m trying very hard to beat this thing. It is a struggle. I thought it would be much easier to beat than this. I’m fighting. Love doesn’t give up. I promise posts tomorrow on either Deep into Scripture or here. Thank you for hanging in with me through this. It’s one of the biggest challenges of my life. If you haven’t been here for a bit – not to worry – I kind of haven’t been either. The links below will pretty much explain everything. Thank you to everyone who has been with me step by step thorough this.

 

Love keeps fighting.

Love doesn’t give up.

 

the battle.

Scribbly thank yous after 56 no sleep hours

Gathering darkness after 80 no sleep hours

Only words, and not good ones after 150 hours of no sleep

The aftermath after the 170 hours of no sleep

Resisting no sleep gravity

The no sleep white rabbit

The dodgy ascent from the descent

No sleep thank you’s to God

No sleep and Psalms 3

No sleep, down the rabbit hole, thank you’s to God.

The battle – the no sleep aftermath.

Love says no sleep battlefield  thank you’s to God.

Love remains the true anchor, the best gravity.

Love Anchors to God…and the here and now.

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Caddo Veil July 25, 2012 at 11:53 pm

Hey brother Craig–I’m kind of behind on your posts, BUT Every Night I pray for you, and send a hug through Jesus from this old sis of yours. God bless you Big–love, sis Caddo

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Craig July 26, 2012 at 5:51 am

Thank you Caddo – I’m behind on my own posts. Still fighting. And seeing you here helps. I am fortunate to know you. THank you. thank you. GOd bless!!!

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Michelle July 26, 2012 at 5:14 am

Life seems to be upset and out of order for a few of us at the moment. Still praying for you.

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Craig July 26, 2012 at 5:49 am

then this is good – the best way out of the “there and nowhere” for me is to connect – even though right now everything in me wants to disconnect. SO praying for you my friend – that’s good medicine for me. ANd I just did. For faith,. and strength, and angels. God bless you Michelle!!

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Michelle July 29, 2012 at 2:32 am

Thank you. All prayers gratefully received. :)

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A. July 26, 2012 at 1:30 pm

Do stay connected, Craig. It is good for you! I am praying! You matter, remember that. Even here in this blog world that can feel so impersonal at times.

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A. July 27, 2012 at 12:46 pm

Back again, and still praying for you, Craig.

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Craig August 2, 2012 at 8:39 pm

A, it’s so surprisingly much harder to step back into the “here and now” than I ever would’ve thought possible. Yesterday was the first day where the pull of the “here and now” was stronger than the pull of the “fair and nowhere.”. today, not so much. I do have a new appreciation and sensitivity for those who struggle with battles in their own mind now – funny how we don’t really understand stuff until we go through stuff – if my brain was working better I would know that Bible verse – and if I wasn’t so lazy I’d look it up for you. You probably know it. Anyway, thank you for your prayers, and thank you for being here. I’m not back yet – not really – but I’m fighting. God bless.

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suzy July 30, 2012 at 5:39 pm

Just thought I’d check to see how you were.
Praying for you.

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Craig August 2, 2012 at 8:39 pm

thank you for checking in. Susie – it’s so surprisingly much harder to step back into the “here and now” than I ever would’ve thought possible. Yesterday was the first day where the pull of the “here and now” was stronger than the pull of the “fair and nowhere.”. today, not so much. I do have a new appreciation and sensitivity for those who struggle with battles in their own mind now – funny how we don’t really understand stuff until we go through stuff – if my brain was working better I would know that Bible verse – and if I wasn’t so lazy I’d look it up for you. You probably know it. Anyway, thank you for your prayers, and thank you for being here. I’m not back yet – not really – but I’m fighting.

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